My phone

I self host immich and I love it. I just wish Google would leave it’s permissions alone and I wouldn’t have to interact with it or it’s permissions would be revoked.

Any tips for an evil campaign?

What’s the difference between a theory and an untested hypothesis?

One has been tested extensively and the other one is for example Christianity.

I know it’s a bad joke but my special interest lately has been English.

Chilling in the backyard while it’s not too cold. He is going to hate it once it starts snowing.

I know I’m not the only one thinking Court of the Owls.

I am also the son of two worlds. From the age of 6, I was always treated differently with one group of people compared to the other.

I didn’t get better until I was older, I thought it would in my twenties but it’s actually in my thirties that I found people who accept both sides of me but I always feel like it’s one side more than the other. It has made me a very withdrawn person.

On top of being autistic, I just would rather not deal with people.

Guys! I finally cleaned my desk. I have been cleaning my living room and kitchen almost every day but I always ran out of steam to tackle my desk. I finally uncluttered it. Don’t ask about my living room 😭

This guy sausages

It was the opposite for me because I found out later in life. It is not a percentage of you that is autistic and the rest is you. It is all blended together and that blend is what makes you. Without autism, I doubt you would even recognize yourself.

I’ve been there Proceeds to ghost everyone

Too many people complain that nextcloud has too many functions.

I find myself sometimes that either you are my friend or you’re not. Worst of all is that I expect them to find out through telepathy that they broke several rules that I made up for them to decide that I would rather be alone.

Everything except the posting of the selfie.

Social media is depressing.

Currently trying not to get overwhelmed in this family function. So many people and noise.

I love my wife, kid, and my pet.

What’s currently worth living for? My current hyper fixation.

Knowing that I get a small amount of time every day to obsess over something that brings me joy.

I’ve built my whole world in D&D with its own pantheons but the one that took most of my time and helped a lot was buying my first raspberry Pi and learn Linux. Imo, it has gotten me through so many rounds of layoffs and somehow I’m still working there.

So do you want a hobby to relax or to develop a side skill? I got out of depression by developing a sense of worth with my work.

Oh my god. My colleagues were making fun of postgres users. They didn’t bother doing a Google search.

I find that stopping patterns help more. If you dissociate more in your bedroom, try to get out of there and spend time in the living room.

Try to not consume content but rather do something. Doodling even. Look forward to doing something. Anything that requires some brain activity that requires you to interact.

Don’t be afraid of failing that activity. No one succeeds on the first try.

Switch your mindset to look forward to things.

Watching TV is better than scrolling mindlessly through your phone.

My therapist has started me with a gratitude journal and I stopped dissociating after work. I’m tired and I wish I could be painting minis but instead I’m watching community and doodling. Sometimes if I have some energy, I paint a little.

I still find myself some days to say fuck this and scroll.

Hope you find something that helps

Help, Im getting emotional whiplash, the jokes and the comments. Is it real?