I’m sorry to hear you are feeling this way, depression is a bitch and feels all consuming. I don’t know you but I want you to stay. If possible focus on anything you do like about the world. For me right now it’s kittens, a pleasant outdoor temperature, and MF Doom’s albums. Things I am not focused on are gov’t and war, it’s ok to disconnect from bad stuff in order to feel ok. I wish I could reach through the tubes and give you a hug.
Russian country tea. It’s a blend that has some lapsang souchong and other black teas so it’s a little smokey but not too much. Great in fall and winter.
Gunpowder green. Bolder green tea with a unique rolled preparation.
Ti Kuan Yin. A high quality oolong tea that has aging time and techniques between green and black but unique flavors. I love it with honey.
Pu’erh. A fermented tea. Tons of unique flavor in it. Comes in black and green varieties. Maybe try a small purchase to see if you like the fermented funky flavors.
I brew all my loose leaf multiple times, you can easily get 3-5+ steeps from good loose leaf. They say don’t wait more than 5-6 hrs between brews as mold can form in the wet but drained leaves.
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Russian Country Tea is black blend with some lapsang in it. Much milder smoke flavor, I love it, but also lapsang straight too.